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Below are the 19 most recent journal entries recorded in Aaron Carter's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, July 24th, 2002
9:18 am
(In my characters defense, sense alecia was directing her statement most likely to him he didnt say 'she told me she was using me" or that he heard her say it or read it or anything like that. He's a kid, he saw that she loved nick and felt betrayed because he had liked her, a very realistic emotion, anyone would feel if the person they liked was close tot hem but loved their brother or sibling, those dusty what ifs in the back of their minds, so..*shrugs* theres my answer, i realize i should have let sdleeping dogs lie but considering i didnt know if everyone thought i was trying to manipulat e her character or what, i tthink i should have justified, thanks for your time... :) )
Tuesday, July 23rd, 2002
3:39 am
It was raining when i walked away from everything. From everyone I ever knew. I packed everything up, then went to momsand packed stuff i needd thre. I too my laptop, so whatever i guess maybe i'll stay in touch through here. No one needs me around here and I've come to see that. My life fits int a jansport and lugz road bag. ironic. *clicks the light off in my room leaving silently out the backdoor
Monday, July 22nd, 2002
6:57 am
*sips a glass of tea wrapped in a big puffy robe shivering a little in the cold* i haven't slept yet today, and I feel strangely okay, i haven't written in a long ass time. Not any serious updates, but i haven't felt like it. I was staying with pink after she found out,..well that mom was beating me and.everything. I didnt mind it there but i needed my big brother so i went home. Nick's been asleep for awhile now I don't blame him if i didnt have insomnia, i'd have already been passed out. But I guess the 'no sleep' faerie visited my ass. So here I am. I decided everything we know, or a least I know about love is wrong. Really it is. No one can love me like that. I'm the little brother of nick. And so that way i shall be treated They're nice to me, but like Pink they were all trying to get to my big brother. It's okay, thats understandable I guess. But it's time for m to go iI need a cigarette and to ay down and think.

Current Mood: depressed
Wednesday, July 17th, 2002
2:23 am
I don't care anymore. I've been through o much ive decided theres nothing 'sacred' about my body *snorts* its justa nother form of passing time. Oh and love, fuck it i love my brother and my sisters and pink.

I fucked 4 girls last night it was fucking good to i was scared at first really bad and shaking but the first she was good to me gentle and slow that felt fucking good, shew, the second was a little frustrated but finally just said shut up and fuck her *shrugs not a bad idea and by the last two i was all over dat ass *laughs its easier this way, not caring, its easy when yah let yourself go, seriously

Current Mood: hot
Sunday, July 14th, 2002
8:05 pm
It's been forever since i updated with any real useful information. Then again, what useful information is there? I movced back home with mom yesterday, nick and Britt are married i figured iwas one hell of a third wheel *laughs Angel's at a friends and Les is actually i dont know where she is i have the house to myself so its not to bad right now *sighs although i do hate to be lonely oh well I kindof wish pink were around

Current Mood: envious
1:59 am
The sound of your voice painted on my memories..

Feeling alone in a big big world

But congrats to nicky and britt :) i couldnt have a better sis in law

Current Mood: awake
Saturday, July 13th, 2002
1:56 pm
i guess i have a lot more in common with chris then i thought..
(so sorry i havent been here..my grampy passed away wed. night at 10 ..i havent been home since, and at the time i didnt think of leaving a notice, i should practice what i preach, huh? well, at any case, im back in action)

Aaron lazily tosses and turns in nbed hiding his head under a mound of pillows trying to go back to sleep
Monday, July 8th, 2002
1:07 pm
can't help but feel my senses snap into it when nick has suddenly aquired a gaurd dog whom screens calls and forwards messages toa guy who wouldnbt even hire a personal secratary i dont like nick being around someone as controlling as christina has suddenly become hows he ever gonna get better when hes on her life support? *huffs

I stayed at Pink's last night, after i had heard about the accident i went to see nick..it really upset me, however at least me and anna have done a little talking *sighs im just worried about nick now, so that same worry provoked me to be too scared to stay home, pink fixed me muffins and layed down with me and there i stayed.

Current Mood: worried
Sunday, July 7th, 2002
12:23 pm
*sets bags down on my bede and sits down at the computer*
This seems to be the first place I came once I got home, I waded through practically a weeks worth of mail and telephone messages to get here, but now things are settled and here i sit peacefully. So things are moving fast for the newlyweds..it's alright people don't believe how easy it is to fall in love these days, and it seems even more so harder for them to understand it wasnt the certain fame or chunk of cash that created love *shrugs sipping vanilla coke* i did a lot of thinking this past week, i sat on th edge of a banking, in north carolina with two cheeseburgers and ripple sour cream chips, alone, watching bursts of colored fire escape their confinings for their 3 seconds of destiny, and then watching them fall gracefully in a shower of light, to the ground. it would have been romantic, had i someone to think of while i was there, but i didnt so it was most thought provoking, relaxing, you know. there's so much to think about these days but i seem to focus on on topic. anyhow, its good to be home, im going for a swim at jus's catch yah later
Wednesday, July 3rd, 2002
8:12 am
I'm back, but not for long tonight I'm leaving for awhile to take some time off and just calm my nerves (plus my damn writers beng dragged away from her virtual reality to visit family..fun :( poor girl..) so..i won't be back till Sunday don't forget me :(

Current Mood: crappy
Friday, June 28th, 2002
3:38 am
*munches on a piece of toast contedely i went on a date tonight..ladeda with a guy named adam..hes cute i dont know if we connected but it was pleasant no stress just a good dinner and ..ahh you would have to had been there i dont know if we'll see each other again, like that, but i wont die if we dont but i certainly wouldnt mind tasting those lips again..(far off sigh* but at any rate i hope all is well with everyone may the sex be great food good and friendsip tight, as always. Damn im in a good mood i want some damn lemonade ..going to get some now bye xoxox

Current Mood: sleepy
Thursday, June 27th, 2002
8:37 pm
two trailer park girls go round the outsde, round the outside round the outside???

You are my sugar rushhh
I'm crushin on a sweetie
hehe but ill never ever tell..yet

hhehehe you can all go back to your regularly scheduled lives now, much love from ME

-A very pumped up Aaron
Wednesday, June 26th, 2002
11:15 pm
Please don't go there wondering why
And I have seen it all, the morning rain fogs up my window
And I can't see at all
Even if i could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall it reminds me that its not so bad,.. it's not so bad

I don't have much to say, well not much that I could say, all i got is 5 $ and a pack of gum in my pockets my hearts light again how it aches
Nightmares plague me and rape me of my sanity
i wish there was an answer to love

Current Mood: drunk
2:36 pm
Lunch Call
Yummy stuff , *licks at lips im eating pasta its called 'moving on from you parmesono' becauuuuuuseeeee i dunno its just a funny ass name *sipping an ICE cold glass of lemonade ahh thats the stuff you all have to try thius stuff heheh ooo i haveto see lilo and stitch i gotta paragraph and he got a page lmao
oo i cant eat anymore *stretches im gonna go uiin the den and maybe watch harry potter

i dont need you in my life
Watch time go by
Where I don't need you by my side
Yeah, it hurt at first
Stung alot coz before I'd been burned
But now I've now Ive learned to take the pain and take the strife
Movin on coz I don't want you as a wife
There was a time, I needed you
But now its true
You disgust me, too

Current Mood: amused
Monday, June 24th, 2002
2:01 pm
gotta call from Anais this morning (she's in that chic group,Play, thewy toured with me before) she's all up in town wondering if i wanted to do out on a date, i said yes *shrugs who knows we might hit it off *rubs eyes everyone seems to be in love nowadays, i used to be but it didnt work out besides shes gotta good guy now and i was just a dirty secret,just her dirty little whore.

Current Mood: blank
Sunday, June 23rd, 2002
5:50 pm
Sorry my voice can't bring back the dead
Sorry that I can't get thoughts of you out my damn head
I'm sorry I dont have a perfect score
And Sorry crying for you makes my heart sore
Sorry when i think of you i'm suddenly at ease
Sorry when I can't have you I'd sometimes make myself bleed
I'm sorry for the pain I've caused
And the pain you've caused
But never sorry that i never stopped loving you

it's a little confusing not really my best works ...but it cleared my head for me

*pops 5 or 6 few pain pills

Check yah later

Current Mood: cold
2:40 am
Major Wipeout
Broken. Right in the middle of my ankle. Wasn't exactly what I had planned however now i need to get all of you to sign my cast *whimpers I was running around in Anna's yard and it was dark and my foot just kinda found the pothole and CRACK i went down. I'm on pain killers like a hypercondreaict or h/o you spell it you should see the list of meds and this cast is ITCHY! save me *whimpers

Current Mood: crappy
Saturday, June 22nd, 2002
12:09 pm
*yawns hmnm,.. *clicks computer on
I've been up since eight, when my friend called me to tell me there was no practice till Tuesday. Duh. But i couldnt go back to sleep so i chilled around the house watched some spongebob ohhh yeah baby wow im really pathetic lmao. Cha ching lunch time, yummy blt's with cottage cheese hey its not the cavier and bang of what regular people think us superstars eat *takes a bite but this shits slammin *giggles holla back, woot wooo

Current Mood: awake
Friday, June 21st, 2002
10:23 pm
Long day Just grabbed a bitre to eat and went about my business hanging out with my peoples Anna and my big bro Nick I'm ready to have a party or something it IS Friday afterall you know how it is gotta get muh party on..haha..,thats so Pathetic eh? Yeah yeah i know.
I'm pretty damn bored, somebody please holla! :-P

Current Mood: energetic
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